Sunday, March 21, 2010

VERY MUCH OUTTA BOREDOM

Haven't posted in a really long while and a lot has changed over the months. A level results came out and I've pretty much changed my mind about doing med to doing law. Have been really busy applying for scholarships and uni, which actually gets immensely tiring. Gonna be working at uncle lawrence's law firm next month onwards and am rather excited, haha. grandma charm, I can date you out for lunch:) and drinks:) sound good? HAHAHA.

I'm actually VERY VERY VERY BORED now. sigh. I wanna go on a holiday. ben and clarissa made their tioman trip sound so good:) I want the sun sand and sea!! okay. maybe I've got enough of the sun here but still. its still nice to think of sea breeze blowing through your hair and suntanning and all that summer holiday fantasy.

Oh well, i miss dear dear. that's about the only thing running through my head now, which is honestly pretty empty.

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Friday, January 1, 2010

2010

happy new year one and all. haven't been blogging much these days so i decided to finally get back to it now, one hour into 2010. life's been crazy and fun in the past month. new zealand was awesome.great food, great scenery, great weather. then came Bintan, which was again fantastic.love the beach. enjoyed the trip much cause i gotta spend lotsa time with dear (though i kinda spent a hell lot of time cooking in the kitchen). time kinda swept by after that.and here i am, at the start of 2010. im so freak tired cause of my sparse 3hour sleep last night at j2 farewell but yet i cant sleep. makes sense? no. insomnia (as goes the song that charm was singing to me the whole night long), probably. whatever.

2009 was eventful to say the least. there were good, and bad. disappointments and encouragements. it was a time of tremendous stress and also a time of endless fun and laughter. i guess 2009 turned out in many ways i wouldn have expected.

the start of 2010 feels kinda depressing. perhaps its cause there is no longer anymore chartered path set for me to trod ahead. its all up to me now and that's kinda scary. 2010 may be a year of (drastic) changes maybe? i don't know where i'll end up. where we'll end up. i don't know how i really want my life to be. the year ahead may be one of important decisions, difficult ones maybe. its just a whole lot of question marks waiting to be unravelled as time sweeps by as we watch on. and i think that sucks quite a bit. kinda feeling lonely now. especially with all these thoughts in my head, churning around in my mind. this new year's eve is kinda sad. i don't know why. just feels like i got lotsa stuff to get off my chest but i can't really talk to anyone anyhow so yeah, i ended up here. its kinda weird emo-ing to a blog but it can't really be helped. not tonight anyway.

i guess nothing really can be helped by worrying about tomorrow. so we'll just let 2010 take its course..but than again, im just feeling emo lah. screw it :(

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Thursday, December 3, 2009

life after A's

Life after A's is good. a little bit too good sometimes when i end up waking up with nothing to do but stare at the clock and wait for time to pass. but most of it's been great. went shopping with mum on tues and bought my prom dress. she refused to buy me shoes for prom cause she says my dress was over the budget and i had suitable shoes at home to go with the dress. whatever. haha. im just glad im done with that prom shit. bought a comfy sweater from uniqlo and some sandals for NZ trip too. went for training after the shopping and died. couldn get outta bed the next day cause my entire body was aching damn badly. oh well. but i had fun. miss playing badminton.

went to watch dear play yesterday. i must say i love watching you play. its kinda inspirational. watching you fight so hard and all.its no wonder hamid used to always talk about you, about how you cannot move already but still continue fighting. haha. as much as he hates ACS, and as much as he hates to admit it, he respects you as a player. he let it slip once i remember. not sure if i told ya. oh well, cheer up la dear:) it was a good game with a lousy umpire with no integrity and non-existent line-judges/service judge. the fact that you almost won made it evident that jiayi's national team training 14 times a week is kinda just a waste of his life. and once again i repeat, his long hair damn ugly (sorry, i cant help it. just cant stand the long hair.)

spent most of my mornings planning for the NZ trip. mum and dad just shoved everything to me and went "we very busy. havent plan itenary yet. you do la. since you so free" but its been quite fun lah. gets me excited about the trip. leaving this sunday. love the feeling of leaving for a trip. the packing, the planning, the airport (ilove the airport. changi airport FTW). but i hate the feeling of being away from dear for 2 weeks. so, as much excitement i may feel, a part of me's dreading the 2 weeks without contact. oh well. i might get internet connection there but i cant promise.

going to watch new moon today with dear. HAPPY! can't wait. the true edward CULLEN and bella SWANN:)

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Sunday, November 29, 2009

30, seoul garden, ken watannabe, bad smell, stuffed tummies and lots of laughter

here to blog about class dinner yesterday.was quite a good time. with alot of laughter and alot of food. attendance was fairly good i guess. must be due to 30's presence..haha. except for a minority and an exception who pangseh us for her quan quan. (jkjk. sorry crys, i can't help it. its funny) met tk, ca and th earlier at city hall before heading to bugis..walked around pretty aimlessly and headed to the arcade where tk said something about it being time to step out of our elitist mentality and get a feel of the ground where neighbourhood kids, ahbengs and ahlians play. he even quoted the chairman of the PSC scholarship board saying that they need people who have a good understanding of the "ground". whatever *rolls eyes*. so we kinda walked one round and i actually think that place was kinda freaky. i mean people with really bad hair/hair colour and weird fashionless piercings were all over the place and i was actually dying to get out. when we eventually did, even tk who initiated the move "to get the feel of the ground" admitted he didnt feel comfortable there. so much for stepping out of our elitist mentality. well, perhaps it isnt so much about being elitist lah. but the fact that the people there aren't exactly well-mannered, socially aware people makes it hard to fit in. im hoping the PSC scholarship board's chairman was referring to some other ground that does not involve dark dhingy arcades/ahbengs/ahlians..blaa

went to seoul garden soon after. we were there early and began inhaling the horrible bbq smell that made my eyes water and my head hurt. the smell is so bad that until now, my bag smells of burnt bbq-ed food. ughhhh. oh well, but as the rest started arriving and conversations got going, the entertainment kinda took my mind off the smell. ate a hell lot (understatement) and made friends with KEN! haha. he was an awesome service staff and he always had a smile on his face, even when no one was watching. HAHA. Jo claims he likes her? whatever happened to her being attached to me, or tri for that matter. anyway, we were asked to do up some survey forms and they insisted on us filling up the open ended parts which we were obviously too lazy to give properly structured answers. As such, we seized the opportunity to apply what we have learnt in physics over the past two years, writing down the principle of superposition, newton's first law of gravitation etc etc. tk even applied his limited knowledge of vietnamese. HAHA. and to our horror, the manager/supervisor read the forms immediately after we submitted it while we were still in the restaurant. what the..

anw, we were trying to convince 30 to use facebook more often. and ca was glaring daggers at me when i said that it would help him learn ALOT more about his students. HAHA. but i not scared anymore mans! im a brave lil' girl :P so i just went on, taking cue from tk and jo. well, there was the incident of muz spilling pepsi all over the grill too. unfortunately, jo and i were in the toilet and didnt manage to witness the catastrophic event which was apparently hilarious.

anw, during dinner, i received a call fr mummy asking me if the IT fair was at expo of suntec. I was like "expo! i said it a million times this afternoon!!!" den she told me that they went to suntec cause they remembered wrongly and it was too late to head to expo..so there i was, sad that the possibility of getting my DSLR by this weekends was crushed. i must say, my parents are very sneaky. when they picked me up from the MRT from which i alighted (from the cab with 30 and jo), they were like "eh, the camera how ah? next week no more it fair, mummy and i over the weekends very busy lah. sorry lah. not very important right?" den i was like "huh. ok lor. whatever". i wasnt really thinking much about the camera cause i was preoccupied with being disgusted with how bad i smelt. so when i got home, i went to my room and in the dark, i saw this whole chunk of stuff on my bed and i shouted "wahliao! who anyhow put things on my bed!!" when i switched on the light, i realised it was my DSLR CANON 500D. i must say again. my parents are very sneaky. haha. but anyway, thank you mummy. thank you daddy <3 from now on, no more lousy pictures:) here comes my DSLR!!



our class. with KEN! haha (30 looks just like one of us actually)


TH and Jo with "XHD"




jo looks fierce. i look retarded


the new twilight. edward liang and bella ang


earlier random pics



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Friday, November 27, 2009

when i make a fool outta myself

today's one of the most embarressing day of my life. its only ONE of the most embarressing days of my life. which means i embarress myself alot more often than i should.unfortunately. What happened was that jo and i were at this stationary stall at ion called kikki k. we were playing with one of their conversation starters and so she asked me some qn on the card and i was thinking how to ans her. as i was processing the qn in my brain (sorry ah, a levels almost over, brain not working properly alr), i leaned against what i thought was the wall. unfortunately, that was not a wall but a freaking flimsy piece of canvas that separated the shop from the display outside. so there i went, falling right through the canvas and crashing into the display. awesome. jo was laughing so hard, the shop keepers were trying not to laugh too. and people walking past the shop must have been wondering what i was doing in the display. gosh.it was the weirdest situation i found myself in. i didnt noe whether to laugh or cry or what mans. oh well.

at least today's shopping trip was kinda fruitful. bought tanks from uniqlo that were on offer! happy with my buys:)) dear joined us halfway and we went to paragon, toys r us and ended up playing with the toys there. was quite good fun.ended up at orchard central where we sat got a drink at coffee bean and talked nonsense. somehow it always ended up with me having to choose between siding xq or jo. you two ahhhh!! bully me. hahaha. oh well. guess i deserved it, after i bullied him into taking a picture=P

went to support my sister at yck sports hall later in the evening for cheers indiviaduals. guess she didnt play too well but oh well, im sure she tried her best. dear says i ought to be nicer to my sis and i guess i really ought to. i'll try my best la. sometimes its kinda hard when she snaps at you at the slightest things and i guess over the years we ended up talking in this manner to each other. oh well. guess im gonna crash alr. tired. hmm, before i do, i'll post some pics.hahhah. really dear, the pic aint too bad:)


love the christmas feel:))



jo's distorted face




jo: "im gonna keeeeeeel you..." *glares*

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Saturday, November 21, 2009

insomnia

its 2.30 and i can't sleep so i guess i'll rant here. a levels are almost over. slacked my bum off the whole of today not doing very much. im just so glad there's no more econs to deform my handwriting anymore. oh well. better start studying tmr or else i'll prob never start again.

guess i ought to do an after-exams-plan, considering i got quite alot of shopping to do for prom, nz trip and bintan trip:) but i also gotta finish up my UK applications.i'll write my last essay of the year then - my personal statement. and try to get an internship at the hospital. the latter is stressing me out. damn. argh. whatever. i shall focus on the awesome part of after-exams first. haha. worry later.

SHOPPING LIST:
- camera: canon ixus 200IS whoohooo! even better, a DSLR if my parents are willing to spill the cash
- prom dress/heels/whatever else i decide i need for 5 dec
- long sleeved t's from uniqlo for NZ trip
- new shades
- new flip flops for bintan
- foodstuff for bintan
- lip balm and lotion from the body shop :D

3 more papers to go. i see the light at the end of the bell curve. i think i should try to go slp now. i'll think of my shopping list as i hit the sack. hopefully that will help me settle down to slp peacefully. no dreams please. not tonight

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